counting til dog days are over

they say it can pretty lonely at the top.
i'm not yet on top, i'm pretty lonely.
i miss you.
i hate that i miss you.

Ikan

Kau tak hensem,
Kau tak cool,
Kau bukan hipster,
Mahupun trendsetter.
Kau dan aku dari dunia berbeza.
Kau makan ikan, aku makan ayam.
Kau langit, aku bumi.
Kau jerung, aku dolpin.
Kau buat aku rasa diri aku tak penting pun bagi kau.

Tapi

Kau comel.
Kau buat aku senyum,
Kau ubercool dengan pendapat kau,
Kau bercakap, aku diam, dengar, terpikat.
Kau, buat aku belajar masak ikan.

Kau, kau tahu tak?
Aku cuba sedaya upaya.
Aku tak berjaya.
Aku pergi.

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sailing

i'm sailing,
flowing across the sea,
up north, down south,
where ever the wind takes me.

i'm sailing,
across the sea,
the huge sea,
the sea of hope,
when i stumble upon the island.

i'm sailing,
when i saw the island,
i stop,
i walk,
i left the island.

i'm sailing,
i'm sailing,
i'm sailing,
when i realise i miss the island and it's nature.

i'm sailing,
and i'm missing the island.

the need to stop but not wanting to stop

it's an addiction.
i miss him, but i don't want to miss him yet i do not want not to miss him.
complicated, si?

if i could turn back time, i would not done things differently.
I would still say no.

but, here comes the but..
if did ask me again, this time around, the answer would not be the same.
but, *another but*
i don't think he will ask again.

:(

excuse me while i go indulge in a bit of damien rice. his sorrow gives me hope.. ??

Coldplay - What a Wonderful World & Fix You - Glastonbury 2011 (HD)

i cried watching this. this is beautiful.

lights will guide you home and ignite your bones, and i will try to fix you.

beautiful. beautiful. beautiful.

Lovebite

A big tree

Two birds under a big tree
The tree is green
The tree is tall
The tree is bushy

Two birds under a big tree
The tree is has fallen leaves
The tree got shorter
The tree no longer a big tree

Two birds under a big tree
The tree is bald
The tree was cut down
The tree is dead

Two bird chirping,
Under a dead tree.



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C

you're like a drug.
you keep me awake,
you keep me high.

i want you every morning,
i want you every night.

i know you're bad for me,
i know i should not rely on you,
i know we should be together all the time,
but i love you.

too bad,
our love has gone too strong,
i can't say no to you anymore,
i love you so much,
i have fallen too deep.

i love you, coffee.